I was thinking. As I grow up, I gain maturity and loose it all at the same time. Sometimes I think children are smarter than us, even at their primary stage, because of their pure and simple love, their trust, their basic instincts. Everything is so new to them. Everything is so basic. Next to no complications, just basic human nature. As I get older and "mature" I grow up into an adult and learn lessons and develop, but I loose some of those basic things I knew as a child. Like tonight...
When I was younger, I used to take ALOT of alone time. Not that I was a lonely girl or anything, but I seemed to take more time to just sit and think about things. To look at nature. To ponder my life. Lately, the past few years or so, I have lost that. I think people underestimate how much good time by yourself can do. Meditation. Thinking. It has alot of benefits.
So tonight, while driving home from Daniel's house, I was FRANTICALLY trying to find something good on the radio, in between stations, I heard raindrops falling on my windshield. I love rain. Insanely love rain. So I decided to take a minute and turn my life down and just chill. I left the radio off the whole way home and just listened to the rain fall on my car. I feel refreshed and strangely rejuvenated. So with the taste of contentment on my tongue and sleepy eyes, I bid you goodnight.
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